"I’m Okay." Is that what you want me to say?
Am I not allowed to be weak and frail?
Will it be too much if I just kneel and pray?
For I know God will always hear my wail.
"I’m Okay." Is that what satisfies your soul?
Sorry but I can’t always be okay.
Do you consider crying as a foul?
If yes then all of us are sinners today.
I’m just a kid. Don’t expect me to do errthing perfectly, because I can’t. Don’t tell me to do things your way, because I have my own. Don’t scold me with bad words when I can’t do anything right, because it hurts. Don’t make me feel like I’m a good for nothing shit, because it kills me.
I’m trying my best to make you proud, but why can’t you see that? I know I make mistakes and all, but isnt that the purpose of life? I am born to make mistakes not to fake perfection. I just want to pay back all the sacrifices and hard works you did, but it’s not that easy.
I’m saying this not because I’m complaining, but I want you to hear my thoughts. So please do understand, that I need guidance not dictation. I need encouragements not nags. And I need you to support me whenever and wherever because I am just a kid.
I still care.